Friday, 3 June 2011


This free time is letting the obsessional part of me roam about, to dangerous levels.

I have a dream, and it's quite an obscure and strange one but it's a dream none the less.
That is to one day collate all the things i have read, learnt and seen into notebooks that will become cross-referenced and indexed, yep, thats right.
I suppose I hope that it will all lead to some interesting insights into how things are connected.
i like to know how things have involved, influenced and affected each other, i do it enough with people already as i'm constantly studying group dynamics and how individuals will react around different social groups, situations etc anyway.

yep, hi my names Ben and i'm completely fucking deranged.
But i'm happy
bonus right?